UTIs

Does Eliot ever wash his hands? Everytime we get together physically, not actually sex in the usual sense, I get a UTI . I do usually end up giving him a blow job although last time it didn't get that far and I won't let him go inside my twat but he does get close to it with his dirty hands. Now I have a UTI again which means I have to go over to the clinic and get some cipro. When we were in Mexico I tried to get Cipro but now the US won't let you bring in Cipro anymore. Why? Has it become a street drug? At the moment I'm so angry that I'm thinking when I get back from Rochester (I'm going there June 24 till July 2) I want to move back to Las Fuentes. Just a studio which if Eliot won't pay for it,. I will with the money Marc has for me. I'm going over to the gym this morning. Since I came back from Las Fuentes I've really gone down hill physically. I;m just so angry now. I was lonely at Las Fuentes. Being with Eliot changes that. Why do I always have to be with someone? I suppose being with Eliot 24/7 for all those years while we were on the road has a lot to do with my needing to be with him although we have nothing in common anymore. What do I do? I guess right now I just have to get some Cipro.