invalid

I act like an invalid but I'm not. Yes, my legs hurt from the peripheral neuropathy but I can walk. It would help if I exercised. I could go to the gym. I could stretch in the morning. Why don't I do stuff that I know would help me. Okay so I'm not very self-motivated. But by not doing stuff to help I'm being self-destructive. Since my accident and my not being able to drive I'm dependent on Eliot for transportation although I could possibly go with Elaine if I'm free when she goes to town.