independence

I gave up my independence when I sold Schmetterling and moved into Eliot's RV. I also gave up doing massage because my table wouldn't fit into his RV and we put it in storage along with lots of boxes some of which I didn't even remember what they had. Eliot took me to places I wouldn't ever had gone to otherwise like Australia, New Zealand, Hawaii, Alaska. We were very compatible sexually mainly because touching each other was very exciting. Although we said we loved each other, I'm not sure what love means.